I decided to start this blog to get my feelings about PPD out there. I have struggled so long since my daughter was born to get over everything that happened with her birth. Don't get me wrong I love my babies but I wish I could be like other moms who have these beautiful natural deliveries and not have memories of operating rooms and being terrified associated with the birth of my beautiful daughter. I feel like less of a woman since they cut my baby out of me, is the feeling of defeminized exist? So many people have told me it doesn't matter how they come out as long as they are healthy but, it matters to me how they come out. I had midwives with my daughter knowing my chances were slim needing a section but it ended in csection, feeling as if my midwife failed me and the medical system in general.
I recently got kicked out of my natural parenting group because they discovered I had a section, I guess although they say it doesn't matter how they come out, it truly does. Don't people not everyone is to posh to push? Who has a csection.
This blog will help me get out my feelings and have some cute stories along the way as I live my life with ppd, a two year old little girl and a newborn baby Boy who's birth although ending in csection was very heLing in some ways.
I hope if someone is reading this and. Has been in my situation you can take comfort knowing that you are not alone out there!
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